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alycia
if we ever meet again
wont let you get away




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Monday, July 16, 2012
i dunno if i am being paranoid, but i think something is quite wrong with me these days.

always knew i wasn't one for multi-tasking but recently, i seem to have more problem focusing. 

its gotten to the point where there are memory lapse and i can't remember chucks of things happening around me. like apparently i agreed to dinner a week later while at omela's house but i don't remember any of that conversation at all. so imagine when she msged me two days before the diner date to confirm and i have no recollection whatsoever. i even misread her msg and well, basically it was a lot of confusion and misunderstanding going on in my head and in the messages. And everyone assured me that i was present when the entire conversation took place. :/

went shopping with aunt, sister and cousin today for a macbook for my cousin and i wanted to get sth too.  told the salesman what i wanted, remember him showing me what i wanted but somehow, i left the shop with nothing. I remember him telling me the price, my cousin paying and i do remember wanting to get the product. 

what i don't remember is my aunt, sister and cousin asking me if i wanted it and i said no. So according to them they asked me a few times if i wanted it and i declined. So i left the shop after my cousin paid and it was only when i got home that i realized i didn't get what i want :( the scary thing is, i don't remember them asking at all and i don't know why i left the shop without getting what i want. 

don't know if this is normal but its getting kind of frustrating that i don't remember things :( 

XOXO 1:44 AM


Wednesday, July 11, 2012
uh oh. for a few days i thought that there was at least my sister to spend my birthday with, since everyone else is working.. then i remembered that she is going to thailand with my family..

need to think of things that i can do by myself for the day!



XOXO 1:36 PM


Thursday, June 28, 2012
just realize that i am not exactly looking forward to meeting people now, especially people whom i haven't seen for a while. cos every time, they are bound to ask what i am doing now and i don't know how to reply.

there is only so much i can talk about the drama i am currently watching or the shopping that i did. better find a job soon! think i am slowly getting comfortable with this arrangement of not doing anything and living each day as it is...

XOXO 12:22 AM


Tuesday, June 19, 2012
thinking of what i want to do and the thought of going to work in some vineyard in France seems so appealing right now, compared to all the jobs i scan everyday in jobs DB or Job central.

Picking up the french language, putting myself in some very picturesque scenic valley, looking on at the wine making process, learning to appreciate wine in the Bordeaux or Burgundy region. not to mention being surrounded by some very good looking french people..

also away from Singapore where i feel pressurized to find work, and work that pays well, away from people who are always judgmental and who always make me feel scrutinized. ironic is the fact that the fear of being judged is keeping me from booking a ticket to France in the first place.




XOXO 1:02 PM


Wednesday, June 13, 2012
someone tweeted:
Few things are as delicious as anticipation

and just yesterday, i felt the flutter in my tummy again. pretty sure its nothing much, but its nice to feel that little excitement and anticipation again, after such a long time.

i think i might have a new crush... just a mini one! :)


XOXO 12:18 AM


Wednesday, May 23, 2012
sometimes i really wish i didn't get the macbook. slow me still don't get it. :(

another note...

2 years since i got my iPhone 3G, time to recontract for a new phone.. although like all my other phones, this one i have now is still working fine.. really no complains other than the battery life. :/

Dunno if i should get the Nokia Lumia 900 or the iPhone . really super excited about the Mixed radio app on the Nokia Lumia 900 and the live tiles are such a beauty (i can already imagine the pink tiles against a ClearBlack display and a white sleek unibody exterior). :) one thing holding me back on the Lumia is the the fact that everything is so nicely synced with iTunes and my lappie now.. dunno if it will be a chore to resync everything and relearn everything.. :( i think i sound like some old grandma learning how to use the computer) hahah

should i just stick with the iPhone???




XOXO 12:23 AM


Monday, January 23, 2012
恭喜发财!龙年行大运!
Happy Chinese New year! especially to all the dragon babies out there! :)


this chinese new year only made me realize that i cannot imagine new year without my grandmother.

she is the glue that holds everyone in the family together and cny won't be cny without her.

i know that she won't be here for every cny in my life, but i will treasure every new year with her.

XOXO 11:14 PM